Do you have any big plans for November?
Just Ryan's birthday party next weekend, maybe.

What upcoming event are you most looking forward to?
This weekend, Tuesday night, Wenesday, next weekend. Anything, really.

What was the last song you heard?
The theme song for some show.

What time did you wake up today?
12:30, 2:45, and 5:55.

Is there a vase in the room you're in?
Well, the room I'm in is kind of connected to the kitchen, and we have a couple vases in the cupboard, I think.

Any plans for today/this evening?
Today/this evening is pretty much over. I'm going to finish my laundry, maybe do some homework, and go to bed so I can wake up early tomorrow.

What is the radio in your car tuned to at this exact moment?
I don't have my own car. If I did, I think it would be on 93.3.

Compared to someone else of your age and gender; do you feel that you have a lot to offer someone?
I do, sometimes.

How many days a week do you work?
I don't have a job, but I guess school counts as work, and I go there about four or five days a week.

Are there people you feel more connected to than others?
Well, yeah.

Is there ONE person you feel more connected to than others?
Yeah, a little bit.

Are you more like your mother or your father?
I'm like my daddy. We're both pretty crazy.

Where did your eye color come from?
I have no idea. My mom's eyes are brown and my dad's are green. I think it came from my gramma, maybe.

Describe the pants you are wearing
They're black sweat pants and they really aren't that comfortable.

Have you ever been in a recording studio?
No.

The facebook picture you've had up the longest?
I don't have a facebook.

What were you most recently happy about?
I don't know.

Are you a fan of cake?
Not so much, actually. Like, I like to make it and I usually have a bite or two, but it makes me sick if I have too much.

Have you had your birthday?
Yeah.

Can you honestly say your happy right now?
I can honestly say that I am in some places, but not overall.

Who do you sit behind in math class?
No one, anymore. I have to sit in the front row, and it really sucks. I can't even see the whole board from where I sit.

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah, hah.

Where were you at 7:30 this morning?
In my room picking up, or on the couch waiting for my mom.. or the kitchen.

How long is your hair?
It's getting a little too long.

Whats the last compliment someone told you?
"You're beautiful and perfect and," blah blah blah. I kind of tuned out.

Do you think that blondes are stupid, honestly?
Dumbs aren't blond. Hahah.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Nick and Nathan and Koltin and Ryan.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I doubt it, but you never know. Sometimes things work out, but I don't think they will this time.

If you could spend more time with someone you used to be very close with would you?
I'd like to.

Do you plan on moving within the next year?
I wish. I might try to move in with my dad, but I doubt it will happen.

What color shirt are you wearing?
Black and white. And a black, white, green, and blue jacket.

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
I'll only be 20, but I guess it's possible?

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
If I tried really, really, really hard, I still don't think I could. It's kind of habit.

Have you ever kissed someone with braces?
They didn't have them at the time.

What if your boyfriend/​girlfriend went through your cellphone?
Then they wouldn't find anything because 1) I'm single, and 2) I don't keep bad things in my phone.

How many cigarettes have you smoked today?
Gross, none.

What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
The monsters on my jacket and my math book.

What would you do if someone ran at you with a knife?
Run, maybe? What else would anyone do?

Do you think high-school relationships can last?
Some. There are these two people that I met last year, and they were seniors, and they had been dating for a really long time, and during this last summer, he proposed to her. They will last forever, I know it.

Have you ever licked a photo?
Not anytime that I can remember, no.

Be honest,who was the last person to text you?
Marrisa, I think. I'm too lazy to check.

This time last year, what was your relationship status?
This time last year, I was going out with Xavier. It's weird to think about..

Does someone like you right now?
I doubt it. Hunter has made it pretty clear that I'm unlikeable. What are brothers for, right?

What does the 3rd message in your inbox say?
It doesn't matter.

Have you ever gone up to car thinking it was yours, and almost got in?
No.

How many radio stations do you listen to?
However many I turn to and stop at, I guess.

Have you told anybody you loved them today?
I don't think so, actually. I don't really say it at all anymore.

What's your opinion on pot?
There's nothing wrong with it. People need to stop getting their panties all up in a bunch about it. People smoke weed, so what? You aren't doing it, so don't worry about it and stop judging everyone who does. You aren't better because you don't, you aren't smarter, you aren't more successful.

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
Pretty much.

Where was the first time you ever saw the person you like at the moment?
The first time? I don't know.

Has anyone ever broken your heart?
No. Heartbreak really doesn't exist.

What would your name be with the first three letters?
Kel?

Do you want to see somebody right now?
Kind of.. I want to see Nathan and Michael. I miss them like hell. I kind of want to see Frankie, too..

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Well, yeah. Haha.

Who sits next to you in math class?
Joe, Cindy, Will, Kenzie, Michaila, and Trevor.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
Mckayla's house for about an hour.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
I don't know.

The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?
What the fuck kind of question is that? If it's the person I have the STRONGEST feelings for, then no shit I'm going to care. I'm not so heartless bitch.

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?
Dude, who hasn't?

What are you listening to?
The TV.

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
No. I really wouldn't want to, either.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
Yeah, probably, unless it turns out like my last one.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I like to think that there is always at least one person, somewhere in the world, thinking about me. It makes me feel a little more important.

Who was the last male you talked to?
Michael.

Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?
No guys I talk to usually have girlfriends.

Name one person you wish you could fix things with, and why haven’t you?
A long list of people, and I haven't because I'm scared.

What does your last text message say?
It's none of your business.

What did you say back?
Something else that isn't any of your business, either.

How have you felt today?
I've felt like shit pretty much all day.

When was the last time you saw the person you fell hardest for?
I haven't fallen.

Are you nice to the people you dislike?
I try.

Was this summer a good one?
It was better than last year, but it still kind of sucked.

Do you honestly miss someone?
I honestly miss quite a few people. I miss Michael and Nate and Xavier and Mariah and Tara and everyone else I thought I used to know.

Would you rather get a new puppy or a new car?
A new car, as long as it was, like, a NEW car. I'll buy my own puppy later.

You receive $50 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
Whatever I want at the time.

Are you happy with life at the moment?
Not so much.

Do you like coffee?
Not as much as I used to.. it makes me sick.

Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
"Thank you" and smile.

What are you doing for your next birthday?
My parents will probably throw me a surprise party, I'll get my license and car, and me, Hunter, Jessie, Ryan, and a couple other people might take a road trip to wherever I want to go.

How late did you stay up last night?
Only about midnight. Anthony brought me home at, like, 11:00, and I was still tired as shit from Friday night, so I crashed.

How many arguments did you have with the last person you kissed?
We've never argued. We've never had a reason to.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
If I put shoes on and brushed my teeth.

Do you enjoy Taco Bell or Del Taco?
I don't even know what Del Taco is, so Taco Bell.

Do you spend time with the same people always?
Pretty much. I like to stick with my own people, the people I know the best and the people that know me, for the most part. I'm not big into change.

Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
No.

Is there anything you're ever excited to wake up early for?
On some days, but there aren't many of those anymore. Most of those days were last year, when everything I hoped for actually happened.

Is there one person that you don't want ever to leave your life?
There's more than one, but people leave.

What are/were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
I was getting ready.

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
Later today if I see anyone, or tomorrow.

Does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive?
If they're good and relatively modest about it and actually know how to play more than Ode to Joy and some stupid metal riff.

Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to respond?
If it's something important or if they're the only person I'm texting, maybe.

Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
You can love multiple people, like friends and family, but the first person you fall in love with will be the only person you're ever IN love with.

Do you like to color?
Yeah, actually.

Random number texts you at 4AM and says come outside. What do you do?
Ask who it is or ignore it and go back to sleep.

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
Maybe just once or twice.

Is there someone you'd really like to hang out with and just talk about stuff?
Yeah. Nate and Frankie, mainly. For one, it would just be nice to see Nate, and two, he's good to talk to. He listens and responds and has a kind voice. And Frankie just makes sense with everything he says.

Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
Myself.

When you're getting ready for something, do you listen to music?
Usually, I guess.

Have you ever had a panic attack?
No.

If you get a chance to move somewhere, where would you move?
Somewhere far away from here. The sad thing is, though, I'll never be able to move away. I want out of here so much, out of this town and away from these people, but I can never leave. I love it here, no matter how much I hate it.

Have you ever been called a tease?
I get that a lot, actually. Honestly, I'm not. Not at all.

Have you ever played soda pong?
Hahah, not soda pong.

Is there a boy that you would do absolutely everything for?
Maybe..

Name something you disliked about the day your having?
My ass hurts from walking so much all weekend, I'm pissed because last night didn't work out at all, and I miss Friday night, and.. I don't know. I don't like today.

Who was the last person to call you? Why?
Some number that I don't know, probably because they wanted to talk to me, but I didn't answer because it was 4:00 in the morning and I didn't know who it was.

When was the last time you had butterflies?
I don't really get butterflies anymore.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
School, if my mom makes me go, and probably do something afterwords.

Who are you currently texting, why?
No one, because I don't want to talk to people.

Are you getting engaged anytime soon?
No.

Do you want someone back in your life?
There's about a million people that I want back, but people leave and sometimes it's impossible. It happens, it's whatever. New people come.

What are you planning on doing after this?
Talk my mom into letting me go on a short road trip. I need out of here.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
No one can disappoint me except myself.

In December were you in a relationship?
For a week or two, and then I broke up with him. Honestly, I think that was one of the stupidest things I've ever done, but whatever.

Plans for Saturday?
I'll be at my dad's, so I don't know.

What were you doing at 1 in the morning?
Sleeping.

Do you have a best friend?
I like to think so, but you never really know for sure.

Do you have trust issues?
There's no issue.

What color was the last pill you took?
Orange.

Who was the person you were last on the phone with?
I don't know. Probably my mom yesterday morning. I don't really talk on the phone, ever.

What's the weather like outside?
I live in Oregon, the weather fucking sucks. It's a little better today, though. It's sunny, for the most part, but it's still cold as shit.

Is there anyone you wouldn't want to go a day without talking to?
There's people I don't WANT to not talk to, but I CAN not talk them, you know? It doesn't totally rip me apart.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
It doesn't. No one ever gets what they deserve.

Will you fall in love in the next month?
No.

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
That would be a total waste of time.

If you married the last person who texted you, what would your last name be?
It doesn't matter.

What was the last thing you drank?
Milk.

Is there anyone you wanna see?
If I had time to brush my teeth and put shoes on, yes. There's really only one person I want to see right now, but I doubt I will anytime soon. I was supposed to see him last night, but Marrisa is stupid and did just about anything she could to make sure it didn't happen. Stupid Bitch.

Would you rather be in a relationship or play the field?
I'm not good at playing the field, so I'd rather be in a relationship.

Have you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire?
Maybe when I was younger, but I really don't think so.

What woke you up this morning?
Fucking, assholes.

Would you date someone if they asked you right now?
If it was that one guy, maybe, but I doubt it.

Where were you when you heard Michael Jackson died?
Sitting on the couch, watching TV.

Would you ever get a tattoo with someone's name on it?
I only plan on getting one with a name. I'm getting a clover and it's going to say "Lucky" because that was my grampa's nickname. Maybe if anyone else in my family dies, I might, but I don't think so..

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Well, yeah. I was.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
If by "right now" you mean "in an hour or three", then yes.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
The chair.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
You can't avoid liking someone, you can just deny it and hope your mind is lying to itself about them.

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed?
Marrisa.

Are you happy with the choices you have made?
Not at all, actually. I mean, it could be worse, but it could also be a helluva lot better.

Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on?
I've been thrown in a pool with all my cloths on. And I've jumped into a lake with all my clothes on, but not a pool.

Do you have to sleep with a television on?
I wouldn't be able to. I can barely even sleep with my radio on, but it's easier than sleeping in silence.

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
Who doesn't?

Do you get annoyed by one word responses?
Yeah. Hah.

Is the last person you kissed a virgin?
I don't think so, but he might be. I don't know who would want to have sex with him, even if they were wasted off their asses. I mean, he's cute, but.. I still don't know why someone would want to do that. I guess I'm just a bitch.

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
I can't.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?
Physically, probably. Emotionally, I really hope not.

Are you an alcoholic?
No.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
Kind of, but it's whatever.

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
Falling back asleep.

You're stuck on an elevator with the last person you kissed, for 24 hours?
It would probably be awkward for a little bit, then we'd make small talk, and then it would get less and less awkward and we'd probably just do what we do best or just sleep. Actually... would there be pillows and stuff in the elevator? Better question; why the fuck was I in an elevator alone with him in the first place?

Who was the last person you cried in front of, and why?
My mom and Hunter and some lady my mom works with because I just got my flu shot. I absolutely hate shots. I cried last time, too. At least my parents don't have to worry about me doing heroin or acid..

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
No.

Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
It depends on the day, I guess.

Do you want to please everyone?
Just myself.

Do you believe love lasts forever?
I haven't met anyone that makes me believe that yet.

Do you say sorry first?
If I'm the one that needs to, but that's not all that often. When I say that, I sound like a bitch, but I don't mean it how most of you will probably read it.

Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
Yeah. Thus the reason I don't hold people to their promises.

Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
No.

Did you speak to your father today?
No.

Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
I don't know.

Have you ever been called a bitch?
I get called that a lot. You guys are all just stupid.

Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
Probably. Whenever I'm with people and we run into other people that they know, they make small talk and give their little goodbye hugs, and then they're always like "oh, do you want one, too?" and hug me. I hate it.

Are you currently frustrated with a boy/girl?
No.

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
You can't avoid emotion. Fuck. If you feel sad, fucking cry. If you're mad, punch a goddamn wall. If you feel something, then fucking feel it. Fuck, fuck, fuck.

Is there a guy that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Tyler and Ben, although we don't talk anymore. They know me better than almost anyone else.

What kind of dog do you have?
I have a pitbull, chocolate lab/ cocker spaniel, and red healer.

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yeah.

Who's the last person you told a secret to?
I don't share secrets. We have them for a reason. They're ours, no one elses.

Are you in High School?
Yeah, I'm a sophomore.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I doubt it, but I guess it's always possible.

Do you have children?
Fuck no.

Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Not so much anymore. I've kind of adapted to the fact that people leave, and it's not always a bad thing. I mean, yeah, it will suck, but it happens.

What does your last text say?
I really don't want to get up and grab my phone.

Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
Hunter, kind of.

Does anyone call you baby?
No. I'm pretty sure everyone I know knows that I hate being called that.

Do you think it’s a bunch of bullshit when people say “I have no regrets"?
Who are we to say? People handle situations differently and always have a different outlook on life and their decisions. Who the fuck are we to say what's bullshit or not?

When I say the word "spring", what do you think of?
Rain.

If your girlfriend/​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​boyfriend broke up with you tonight, what would you do?
I'm single, so I guess this doesn't pertain to me.

Last dream you had?
I don't like to share my dreams.

Has the opposite sex ever written you a poem?
No, but there's been a couple that have written poems and let me be the only one to see it. I doubt they were for or about me, though.

Do you think a lot of people think bad things about you?
Probably, but what the fuck ever. They don't know me.

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to anymore?
Yeah, but, like I said, people leave. It's whatever. For everyone that leaves, someone else comes around.

How late did you stay up last night? Why?
It was probably around 11:30 when I fell asleep the first time, then I woke up at 1:00 and didn't fall back asleep until about 4:00, because this kind of shit always happens when I feel like this.

How's your heart lately?
It's beating a little too fast, actually.

Are you happy?
Sometimes.

Ever gave a really long apology?
No. I've never had much of a reason to and they're a waste of time anyways.

Where do you think your best friend is right now?
Work, home, school, somewhere that isn't here.

Has anyone told you they don't ever wanna lose you?
Hah, the funny thing is, the people that say that are always the first ones to leave. Well, it's not that funny, but it's ironic.

Would you rather take a relationship really slow or really fast?
It depends on the other half, actually. There's some people that I'd want to go just about a million miles an hour with, and others that I'd take all the time in the world for.

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Nowhere near enough.

What don’t you leave the house without?
My phone.

Can you go in public looking like you do?
I could, but I'd rather not. I look like shit right now.

Ever been to Kentucky?
I've only been here, California, and Idaho.

Favorite state to visit?
I haven't been anywhere exciting. I'm going to Arizona soon, and I have a feeling I'm going to like it there.

Do you enjoy scary movies?
As long as they're scary, not gory, and I have someone to watch them with, I might enjoy it.

Anyone mean anything to you?
Well, no fucking shit.

Do you consider yourself nice?
I try.

Someone phones you at 3:00 AM; who do you expect it to be?
Hopefully someone with a damn good excuse to be calling me at 3:00 in the morning. Unless it's a weekend and I'm with Brianna or Mckayla or something and we were making plans, but 3:00 is a little late.

Has anyone disappointed you recently?
I'm the only one that can disappoint myself.

How are you feeling?
I don't know.

Is your #2 single?
She says she isn't, but I'm pretty sure she is.

What were you doing at 1 in the morning?
Waking up and laying down and probably staring at my ceiling or checking the clock or my phone.

Are you comfortable with your height?
For the most part.

Do you have trust issues?
There isn't an issue, I just don't trust people. Over the last couple years, the people I trusted the most just let me down, and it made my life hell, so I'm not going to get that close to anyone so easily anymore. It's not a fucking issue.

Has anyone said they love you in the last week?
Yeah.

Is it ever too late to apologize?
It's never too late to apologize, but sometimes it's too late to expect them to forgive you.

What is your current relationship status?
I'm fucking free.

Who is your last missed call from?
I don't want to go check my phone. I think it was Ryan.

Do you like getting comments or messages better?
Messages. Just because no one else can see them, I guess.

Who was the last person to piss you off?
A short list of people...

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I could, but I don't want to. That would totally fuck up all of my plans.

Is it usually easy for someone to make you smile?
A fake smile, yeah. There's only a couple people that can make me smile a real, genuine smile easily.

Ever cried on the phone with somebody?
Probably once or twice.

What do you usually do when the clock turns 11:11?
Nothing.

Do you hate the last person you were talking to?
No.. I couldn't hate them if I tried.

Are you happy with where you are?
Sometimes. I wish I were further along, and I wish I were where I belong, but life just doesn't work out that way, I guess. We get what we get.

When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
I wouldn't know. I've never met the right person.

Have you talked about marriage with another person?
Jokingly, yes.

Do you want children?
Maybe. I want kids, but I don't want a fucked up family.

Do you believe love at first sight exists?
You just have to look in the right place.

Do you believe that you can change someone?
I have changed people. It's possible, but there's no point. Don't try to change anyone if you actually care about them. It will just fuck you both over, even if you try to change them for the better.